Tuesday, June 2, 2020

only God


I live in the city of #michaelbrown

I live in a world of white privilege

weeping
hopelessness
fear

we seek control
and cling to false safety

a woman near me asks, Why the violent protest?

my mind answers one way

my heart another

because words have failed us
because we cannot listen
because we will not see
because the tomorrow will come
and
we will put this behind us
our lives will move on unchanged
we will choose not to change

except for 
those among us 
who choose differently
… hearts broken in the violence
… yearning for justice
mired in legalities
silenced by inefficacy
weary but still standing

a woman near me asks, What can I do?
anything
nothing
whatever God asks of you
… of me

I live in a city where lives do not matter

only God can calm the winds of chaos
only God can heal this brokenness

weeping
hopelessness
prayer